~My VoiCE tO ShARe~

下星期最后一科，原以为应该很开心才对。
但是这几天却一直有同学跑来问考试哪一课比较重要。
你们上课不听书就算了，考试却还要问那么多，走捷径。
试问，这样对上课留心听书的同学公平吗？
你们的电话留言，面子书上的问话，都让我们觉得很烦。
问了还没关系，重点是你们还要反问我们，老师所讲的都可靠吗？？
我哪懂啊？信不信由你而已嘛。。。
我不明白为何每次考试都要靠 tips ...
难道你们读书就为了这个吗？？

很烦。。。拜托你们不要再问考试哪里重要了。。
与其浪费时间问这些，倒不如多花点时间看多两面课文吧！

倒数三天，就是我在大一的第二学期大考啦。
说的也奇怪，这一次的考试，我一点也不紧张，为什么呢？？
我也不晓得这种怪怪的感觉从哪里来，就。。。
每个科目都碰过了一点点，但是呢，很多很多东西要背，所以我也只看过一遍，剩下的重点就等考试前的两三天开始背咯。
每当我想要偷懒的时候，我就叮咛自己，有背就有分，
要拿A就靠这次的努力咯！不到最后一刻绝不可以松懈！
可是。。。就是没有那种激励自己的压力，到底是为什么呢？？
嗨～

那天神经大条的传了信息给小玲（我班的佼佼者），想要请教她究竟有什么秘诀可以把学业搞的那么好。
告诉你哦！几乎每一次的大考小考，她都是拿很高分的喔！每份考卷都是90分以上，超变态的！
她平时也不跟我们一起去玩，但从照片看得到她也有享受生活的时候。
起先还以为她不会答复我的，谁知。。哈哈。。
原来呢，她的读书方法是这样的：
1）为自己设下一个目标，就在自己变得很懒散或想要放弃的时候，用目标来激励自己。
2）她记性不好，所以课业从来都不靠背的。她只注重在对课文的理解，然后做笔记和summary。
3）读书看心情，有mood的时候才读，而且一读就可以读很久。

单频这三个重点，我就可以看出来，小玲她真的很强。
虽然她平时没什么跟我们一起打打闹闹，但她并不因为自己的成绩胜过他人而变得高傲。
以前我觉得她很难相处，因为她从来都不把笔记借给他人，还有很多很多。。。
但现在我开始有些改观了。。。至少小玲比那些聪明但却又很懒惰的学生好得多。。。
她什么都靠自己，也不连累别人。。。

说真的，我真的很不喜欢 group assignment 咧。。。
懒惰的人只会把你的分数拉得更低，因为他们没有要求，只要功课做好就算。气死我！
下学期，我希望我不会再遇到这样的麻烦。。。
救命啊老天～

这次的考试，只许成功，不许失败喔！
哈哈，说得好像去打仗一样。。。我要把我的总平均拉回来啊！

Just done my Moral paper this morning...
What a tough one...but..
dunno why I dun feel anything after the test was done.
I dun even know whether or not I would be able to pass this subject.
I hope it will =)
I do not wish to take this paper for the 2nd time, really a wasting time one.

Went home saw my old-mate, chatted with him a while..
heard that maybe my beloved may ard hv a gf, just maybe we all dunno..
I asked whether it's true...my fren couldn't gv me an answer...
Really frightened me, and I did feel a bit upset and heartbroken at that moment...
I dun wish to know if u ard hv a gf la actually...
Dunno, everyone is selfish in love wat =S

Anyhow, best to focus n my exam first.
One paper down, 3 more to go.
Gambateh!!! Work hard until the final!!!
Gooooo!!!!

Tried for times to login this website..
wondering why is that so difficult for me to get this website these few days...
Would it be the reason caused by the cold rainy weather??
Phew...Finally!! I reached you! Hiak hiak~

It's midnight now... and...I'm suppose to be on my bed..
but unfortunately I don't feel sleepy yet...maybe because of the caffeine effect..
Yes, I have taken a cup of coffee in the evening, for studying purpose...
but..who knows, too bad there's no study mood right now =(

Guess what I'm doing??!!
Yeah...It's study week again... Haiz...
Not really in the mood this time, dunno why =S
Just found that I'm keeping on day-dreaming recently..
thinking of him..

Aha...who is him??
Erm...he is actually that person who stay in my heart ard for some time..
I guess it should hv been staying deep inside my heart for around 2 years ba..
He, was one of my classmates in Shen Jai last time..
Knew him for years...
But I know that the chance for us to get along is very very tiny..
since two of us hardly have chance to meet each other,
and we seldom contact each other as well..

Truely I wanna tell him, I miss him a lot a lot..
but I couldn't let him know coz I do not wan to lost the friendship with him if I'm being rejected.
I do not know how he feels for me...
maybe he treats me just like the same as others...
just a normal fren.. =(

Haiz...actually I wish to know how he is doing recently..
Does he ard has a gf??
Nobody knows...
and...I found that he less keep close with the others nowadays...
obviously it is because most of them hv changed..
Some even hv started to smoke..poor thing..

Haiz...when only I can have the chance to meet you ar..??
Each time when I msg you...even it's just a simple greeting..
you are just busy with your job..
you mentioned to chat more when we meet next time...
The problem is, how soon will it be happening o?
Really can't wait to meet you in my dream right now if it's possible...
I want to know if you are doing well over there..
and how's your job?? I know you won't tell me if I ask...

Sigh...just wait for the time ba...
Miss you =)

Good night...