~My VoiCE tO ShARe~

已经有一段很长的时候没有跟他谈心了...
心中有些想他...
很多时候,
真的很希望有他能够陪在身边...
说说废话、听听他的甜言蜜语...

功课忙碌的时候，
听他说些鼓励的话，
不要给自己太大压力...
简单的一句问候，
都能让疲惫的心情增添不少精力...

喜欢以往偶尔吵吵架、斗斗嘴的甜蜜...
喜欢他在大众面前喊我的名字...
偶尔的一个微笑，
都能让人觉得窝心...

一切都过去了...
如今只能回忆...
不再渴望以前的他会回来...
不再渴望以前的甜蜜会重现眼前...

只希望我依然深爱的他，
能够好好照顾自己,
不要因工作忙碌而忘了休息...

以往有我时时提醒...
但现在可不一样了...
你有你的工作忙，
我有我的学业压力...
没有你在身边,
真的有些不习惯...

不习惯你的不言不语，
不习惯你不笑的面容...
很想问你，
能够答应我一次，
做回以前的自己，好吗？？

A lab test was given to us today...
just finished two hours ago...
Suddenly feel like get cheated by the lecturer...
'coz everything given as a scope was not in the questions...
Exactly the same as what I thought -- it could be the easiest & also may be the most difficult.

Disappointed...
Why do the lecturer always like to give us surprise?
Maybe she thought she's helping us to work on ourselves,
that's what I almost do in my life -- not relying on others...
but she did give us the scope, why don't she just focus on it?
Some more chose the topics she never tells...
So sad...she broke my crystal heart...

Well...I won't rely on them anymore.
Just be myself, and do what I want.
That's the only way I can achieve my goal,
not given any change for anyone to disappoint me again...

Work on your own,
as you are the only one who can be trusted.
Gambateh!!

Do not know what is happening with me...
Feel tired these few days after came back from the college...
Not because of anything,
just lack of sleep busy with the assignments, quizzes, tests...
and the most important to me -- the coming final semester exam...

Start my lectures from 10am in the morning,
till 8pm in the night most of the days...
Tests and quizzes are given in every lectures...
Nothing can be decided to do as I finished the lectures...
except sleep & rest ...

I usually skip my dinner and use the time to sleep...
Thought to sleep at around 10pm and...
wake up at the time between 12-3am for my revision...
but most of the time,
I can't even open my eyes even though I force myself to do so...
Hai... Why am I so tired...?
I think my brains need to rest for some time...

Hopefully everything will be fine soon...
Final is coming...
All the best!!
May God Bless Everyone~