My volcano has exploded FINALLY~~~~!!!
Everything happened due to lack of sleep for weeks, coz of rushing for lab reports in order to reserve some time for my PM presentation and Colloid midterm in this coming Thursday and Friday. Simple to say, it shall be the effect of HORMONE IMBALANCE =D
The feelings is much much TERRIBLE!!!
AND sorry guys if I've hurt you with my temper but I just can't control it well this time, it has reached my limitation I guess =S
Starting from the lab on Monday, supervised by Dr Yip. It's so "proud" that my group is the last one to get the test running AGAIN!. He asked why every time also my group to be the last. What do you expect me to answer? Should I blame my group-mates for their slow motion?? I can't comment anything about this, coz this is their style...walking in a slow pace which they always complained me why I'm walking so fast... SORRY, this is needed to be related with the right circumstance. Really BEH TAHAN with the TORTOISES movement. Inefficient is not my style.
When I have been asked why so hot temper, the main point I can say is, I DON'T GET ENOUGH SLEEP. Very stressed nowadays as there are many midterms coming up soon but the time is not enough for well preparation. ISH~
Checking updates on FB also kena complained...I was just asking why some of them still dunno when need to submit the lab reports.. then kena shot...HALO~! I'm just curious, not related to any issue OKAY...what for you need to care what I'm saying?? Really SWEAT~ until the time when I really fed up, finally I raised up my voice and shouted. Coz I'm really can't stand on it anymore.
I wonder why each time when others are doing something, I will never care what they wanted to do but why they wanna busybody on my stuff. Just can't mind their own business?? Too free ar?? I'm busy lor~not free to entertain your 38-ness..
Celebrated Rainbow's early birthday at Mr. Fat last night, kena blamed coz the flow was not going by what as planned and expected. Sorry...you guys never update that person who's going to do what they wan, then just raise up the voice and complained...I felt very disappointed lor~ You didn't know the truth but just shot, I felt very very innocent.... Actually I planned not to go coz after many times I kept asking for the updates of birthday plan, nobody wanna entertain me. So, what's the point asking me to do so? If not becoz I wanna give face to the birthday gal, I will not join their plan. Each time joining their activities also felt like being abandoned, they just syok sendiri over there. Haiz...dunno la...maybe you are just not so understand me, FRENZ...
How hard I've been trying not to release my temper n show my face colours in front of others but this time I really can't make it. I'm really stressed. I think I need some rest....I wish all these business will end very soon, tired of it... =(
But, also thanks a lot to my closed frens - Wei Jian and Pei Yee, who came to me when they saw my status. It's obviously that who really cares about me, and that's what I'm always looking for - someone who really jump up at the right time when I need comfort.
Okay~ after releasing the temper by words, I feel better now. And it's time for bed. Tmr need to run 2 chpts of Colloid, then followed up by the rest on Wednesday! Gambateh!
GOOD NIGHT, DARLINGS~~~Muackz~
