Lonely midnight thinking of you~

Tried for times to login this website..
wondering why is that so difficult for me to get this website these few days...
Would it be the reason caused by the cold rainy weather??
Phew...Finally!! I reached you! Hiak hiak~

It's midnight now... and...I'm suppose to be on my bed..
but unfortunately I don't feel sleepy yet...maybe because of the caffeine effect..
Yes, I have taken a cup of coffee in the evening, for studying purpose...
but..who knows, too bad there's no study mood right now =(

Guess what I'm doing??!!
Yeah...It's study week again... Haiz...
Not really in the mood this time, dunno why =S
Just found that I'm keeping on day-dreaming recently..
thinking of him..

Aha...who is him??
Erm...he is actually that person who stay in my heart ard for some time..
I guess it should hv been staying deep inside my heart for around 2 years ba..
He, was one of my classmates in Shen Jai last time..
Knew him for years...
But I know that the chance for us to get along is very very tiny..
since two of us hardly have chance to meet each other,
and we seldom contact each other as well..

Truely I wanna tell him, I miss him a lot a lot..
but I couldn't let him know coz I do not wan to lost the friendship with him if I'm being rejected.
I do not know how he feels for me...
maybe he treats me just like the same as others...
just a normal fren.. =(

Haiz...actually I wish to know how he is doing recently..
Does he ard has a gf??
Nobody knows...
and...I found that he less keep close with the others nowadays...
obviously it is because most of them hv changed..
Some even hv started to smoke..poor thing..

Haiz...when only I can have the chance to meet you ar..??
Each time when I msg you...even it's just a simple greeting..
you are just busy with your job..
you mentioned to chat more when we meet next time...
The problem is, how soon will it be happening o?
Really can't wait to meet you in my dream right now if it's possible...
I want to know if you are doing well over there..
and how's your job?? I know you won't tell me if I ask...

Sigh...just wait for the time ba...
Miss you =)

Good night...